.: Brief Moment of a Goldfish

Mood: Thoughtful
Song: "Moment" (acoustics version) - Ayumi Hamasaki

I've never been good with words when it comes to expressing my feelings. Lately because of that, I've realized how much of a burden they have become. And so have I.

I guess I think of nonsense, but lots of thinking nonetheless, which inevitably leads to stress. So yes, I've been stressed out over these feelings.

Sometimes I wonder if I really can't find the words or is it because I'm afraid of something.

You know how precious one person becomes when all you do is think about him. I can truly say I love him very much. I would do anything, within my capabilities, for him.

I'll somehow get over this uncertainty and insecurity, but despite it all, I love him dearly. <3

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I dreamt of a goldfish... =_=;; It's a random subject, but that damn dream won't leave me. According to this book of dreams and such, it says if the goldfish was in a bowl in my house, there will be finanical gains. Pfft, I scoff at that. The other remote possiblity is marrying into wealth and a pleasing man. Ok, marriage is like eons away for me.

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The autumn weather is killing me. ><;; Cool mornings, then warm afternoons... by evening, a bit chilly. If this change in temperature during the day keeps up, I'm going to get very sick. I haven't been feeling very well either, but I guess that's more of mentally and emotionally. Physically, I'm fine... although there hasn't been much of an appetite.

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Hm, well I think I feel a little better rambling about stuff. Let's see if Nexus works now. Damn their servers. Just crashing like that. Bah.